It's 4 AM and it's Black Friday

I'm sitting on my mothers couch reminiscing about the one time I attempted to go shopping on Black Friday and I only have one word. Horriffic. Well, three more - And never again. I love bargain shopping but people seem to go somewhat crazy on days like this. Now that I've discovered $20 bag, I'm not sure I'll ever buy clothes in a retail store again. I'm thankful I discovered that warehouse among a bunch of other things.

I moved back to New York last year to pursue an acting and singing career professionally. This year has been full of blessings and considering I am so new to this, I have been working non-stop. Every once in a while, I realize how amazing that is and every ounce of my being gives thanks to the universe. Now, I can only wonder what is ahead of me. Perhaps I'll meet the love of my life and get pregnant, and get my lucky break?! Maybe? :) Who knows, but I am sure this year is goingt to be just as wonderful if not more.

I am also thankful for my emotional and mental growth. I have seen a lot of inner growth and that makes me smile. Not letting outside events deeply impact me is something I really work on. I hate that emotional rollercoaster or yo-yo feeling. Since I can't control the world, I know I can control my reaction to it and this year I've seen so progression. I don't want to go into too much details, but just believe me when I say this is all good.

This goes without saying, but I'm going to say it anyway - I am grateful for the people in my world. They are so special and in many ways similar to me, in that they seem conscious and strive to be better. Not just in the material world but internally as well and I love that. I love meeting people that are aware of their internal world.

People do lots of things for money. Sometimes I wish I was one of those people that was solely motivated by money, but it's not me and doesn't really categorize my friends either. It's really cool that I attract like-energy. They teach me lots and for that I am grateful.